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Truth can be difficult to take and sometimes you should wait, before you speak
Before, saying what you feel or sharing your thoughts, truth or lie

I know you never meant to lose it, but something happened in the past, long ago
They never should have sent you roses, the flower never seems to last, so long, so long

The memory that’s haunting you will pass
Give it time, you’ll see
Trust in me

How much how much can you take
And how long can you wait, to be alive

I know you never meant to lose it, but something happened in the past, long ago
They never should have sent you roses, the flower never seems to last, so long, so long

See the most beautiful girl in the world
Staring straight at you, what to do

How long, how long will you wait
And how much can you take before you go
The suicide line

It’s a game game game game , it’s a game game game game, it’s a game game game game, it’s a game game game game

Please, do it not for me
You should know, it’ll abuse your soul
The truth is that i, i can’t seem I can’t seem to cry
I don’t believe all of it’s true
I transmit this call onto you

Yes there’s a million reasons why and no one ever knows you’ve tried, until it’s too late
Is it too late?
You got an awful lot of things to say and the problem is that nobody’s listening anyway, any day

See the most beautiful girl in the world
Staring straight at you, what to do

It’s a game game game game, it’s a game game game game, it’s a game game game game, it’s a game game game game

The suicide line

I see a light, shining on me, it’s fading
And I feel the life training out of me
And I’m a long way from home and I can’t sleep at night
I try but I can’t sleep.

I’m say stay til the end, but I don’t feel so good
A thousand times a day
And my hands are shaking, but I’m here for good
Don’t worry about me.

The snow lies on Tenessee mountains

dark nights, happen too soon

blue skies are a distant memory

and I’ve got nowhere to hide, from you

Until the summer I will wait

until the summer I will wait

maybe my loss can be my gain, so I’ll wait for you

until the summer

I’m three times higher than the stars

trying to find out where you are

so I just hold on to this memory

all day long cause I

I can see and I can’t breathe, without it

Until the summer I will wait

until the summer I will wait

maybe my loss can be my gain, so I’ll wait for you

until the summer

Until the summer I will wait

until the summer I will wait

maybe my loss can be my gain, so I’ll wait for you

until the summer

I will wait, here each day for you, until

the cold and unapproachable know

what it is to feel

Forever and always, I’ll try

Forever and always, I’ll try

You and I are the same

cold and unapproachable and distant

and no one is to blame

it’s desire on the whole, that’s non existent

it’s no mystery at all

it’s obvious and as plain as can be

like the nose on your face

the more we try, the more we can survive, without it

one another

Forever and always, I’ll try (life can’t hide it)

Forever and always, I’ll try (you can’t disguise it)

cause this world belongs, to those who are strong

and stand to face it

and your enemy, will cease to be

you’re almost erase it

just worship the sun

Forever and always, I’ll try (life can’t hide it)

Forever and always, I’ll try (you can’t disguise it)

cause this world belongs, to those who are strong

and stand to face it

and your enemy, will cease to be

you’re almost erase it

just worship the sun

I forget
It’s all so vague
Time and distance
Makes me think of home
And it makes me wonder
Makes me think of home
I recall
These same four walls
I felt surrounded
Close my eyes
And thougth of light
Nowhere to run
I can’t forget
No time to explain
It’s all regret
No broken vows
No words left unsaid
No crying
No thoughts in your head
No fear in me
No blame no hurt
No walking away
No crying that’s absurd
It all seems so distant
Days grow longer
And it makes me wonder
Makes me think of home
It all seems so distant
Days grow longer
It makes me wonder
Makes me think of home

I bought a house in the highlands

I have a life and three children

I’d like to share my thoughts and feelings with you

if I may

Well I came here to get away from southern city life

I’ enough and started losing my whole appetite for life

decided one day, it’s time to walk away

never too late, to get up and make the day

I live in hope but don’t have time to make the most of it

One thing I’m sure of is that I will make some sacrifices

I guess I need a break, get up and face the day

shout out, I’ve had enough

I’m packing my bags and off

amen to that

amen (amen to that) x4

I promised myself never to say never

it’s hard to know just what the future holds

the life I had is floating down the river

I’m standing here waiting for the next boat

I wrote a thousand words explaining how I feel today

I’ll write a thousand more tomorrow and a thousand more the next day

and one day you’ll read the book, come in and have a look

at my whole sorry life

good luck goodbye goodnight

amen to  that

amen (amen to that) x12

You got something on your mind

and some things take a long time

an eternity of years

You sleep in the day time, come alive at night

with drugs and alcohol

feeling your blood

takes you on a journey

oh if only, you could escape, from this one

And forget it, it forgives you not

that’s all you’ve got

and you live in a way

think your invisible

but you’re not invisible, you see

Underline soul, underline pain, underline sin

understand why only you know where to begin

haven’t found hope heaven lone knows where to begin

a life worth living, is worth living

And so on reflection, you say

this is my world

and it’s my world, that I live in

So to anyone out there, who’s listening

you should hear me, not fear me

Underline soul, underline pain, underline sin

understand why only you know where to begin

haven’t found hope heaven lone knows where to begin

a life worth living, is worth living

Underline soul, underline pain, underline sin

Don’t wait (for me)

Don’t wait for me 

so finally

a twisted thought

that can’t be bought

(And) you can’t understand 

what makes my world

go round and round

just take my word.

Don’t wait for me

(I want you)

so endlessly

Don’t wait for me

(I want you now)

it’s not for me

(And) you can’t understand

it’s not for you

Don’t wait for me 

so finally

a twisted thought

that can’t be bought

(And) you can’t understand 

what makes my world

go round and round

just take my word.

Don’t wait for me

See the world
A different way, maybe
Philosophise
Boy genius the hope of mankind

The monsters underneath the bed
As spaceman spiff flies overhead
Is not enough

A time machine
A cardboard box
A stripy furball’s homework plot
The teacher’s joy

A tiger and a boy
Whose days are just packed with fun
When minds go out to play
It’s different every day

What no one sees
Is the invisible world is good
Where make believe
Is the place i would be if i could

But Susie is the girl for this
The waterbombs, the playing tricks

She beats them all
And Calvin with his best friend Hobbes
Just playing games forget the jobs
They’re not as fun

A tiger and a boy
Whose days are just packed with fun
When minds go out to play
It’s different every day

Little boy
With your soft and furry friend
He’s just a toy
But no one will ever guess

The secret life of unaccepted ones

carefully hidden from your view, buy you knew

it was a secret worth reflecting on

a life’s work in one place

that no one knows

I’d like to ride off the sunset

like a cowboy, like a cowboy

just disappear into the wild west

like a cowboy, like a cowboy

like a cowboy

I’d like to trust but it’s too dangerous

and I can’t risk anyone knowing about

I only wish there was place for us

to call home, call home

a loving home

I’d like to ride off the sunset

like a cowboy, like a cowboy

just disappear into the wild west

like a cowboy, like a cowboy

like a cowboy